Sorry for not writing in a bit. Work keeps me busy and so does my family and hobbies I have going on right now. I work an hour away from home and that is where most of my family live too. So I see them everyday which I am very thankful for...specially when we are going through this deployment. My mom always wants me to stay at her house which, which is fine with me. I stay with her at least twice a week. But sometimes I just want to go home and be alone for awhile and clean the house, do laundry, feed and play with my dogs etc... So it's been very nearly 2 months since My Husband left and I Miss Him SOOOOOO Much! I am trying to set new goals for myself each month. That way I have something to look forward to. I am still trying to come up with one for September. I am just ready for the Holidays to begin. I think once October starts i'll feel a little more relief knowing that it won't be SOOO far away for my Husband to come home! Although I am afraid of what life will be like after deployment I am more than willing to get through it together. I just wonder if it will be like my dream reunion that I dream of ever since we left each others arms or if we will have a hard time with reintegration. I know I shouldn't dwell on those things because it makes me crazy most of the time and I get very anxious for him to be home already but I just can't help myself at times. I get to email with him everyday which I am SO Thankful To God For! He calls me anywhere from 1-3x a week which again I Thank God For. I worry about him constantly because I Love Him So Very Much! I Just Want Him To Come Home Safe so we can hold each other again! But then again what Military Wife doesn't...lol! Well that is about it for now. Not much going on right now besides me working and going to the gym 3x weekly. I am excited about losing weight and get healthier and Surprise My Husband when he gets home! Can't Wait!
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